was browsing thru on youtube.
just randomly type in thunder and found this awesome song.
will post a link below and a video so you can listen to it.
and stay tuned, there will be a make-up tutorial on the theme "simplicity" comin up!
Thunder- BLG
So sorry i cant embed the video here but just head on too youtube and sure you can find it!!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Two is better than one.
TO: the girl who said she did not leave the girl alone.
From: the girl who is left alone.
we used to be all happy,
but no more.
we used to talk on the phone for ages,
but no more.
we used to laugh like there's no tomorrow,
but no more.
used to worry over you,
but not anymore
cause do not need me.
used to think about you first than anyone else,
but i don't think now is needed.
used to walk around the school as if we are new to it,
but this mission is no more for me.
you used to be the who gives me encouragement when i need it,
but i hear no more.
Now, for some reason our friendship is heading no where,
it has all scares on it.
and i know you know why.
tend to say sorry first but now,
i don't think is worth it because you appreciate no more.
You use to be the only exception,
whatever you do i agree,
i forgive or apologize even i am in no wrong.
but now you are no more the only exception,
cause you are not sorry for what you have done.
used to think that two is better than one,
but i guess the two is not twin but couple,
and the relationship breaks the twin a part.
wonder what had happen?
if apologize,
its too late but always remember,
* the girl who wrote this seems self-fish but you actually do not how much her twin means to her.
She was sobbing away for the pass few days but no one understands accept for god.
From: the girl who is left alone.
we used to be all happy,
but no more.
we used to talk on the phone for ages,
but no more.
we used to laugh like there's no tomorrow,
but no more.
used to worry over you,
but not anymore
cause do not need me.
used to think about you first than anyone else,
but i don't think now is needed.
used to walk around the school as if we are new to it,
but this mission is no more for me.
you used to be the who gives me encouragement when i need it,
but i hear no more.
Now, for some reason our friendship is heading no where,
it has all scares on it.
and i know you know why.
tend to say sorry first but now,
i don't think is worth it because you appreciate no more.
You use to be the only exception,
whatever you do i agree,
i forgive or apologize even i am in no wrong.
but now you are no more the only exception,
cause you are not sorry for what you have done.
used to think that two is better than one,
but i guess the two is not twin but couple,
and the relationship breaks the twin a part.
wonder what had happen?
if apologize,
its too late but always remember,
YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION!!
YOU ARE ALWAYS FORGIVABLE!
She was sobbing away for the pass few days but no one understands accept for god.
SHE MISSES HER TWIN!!
SHE WANTS HER TWIN BACK!
SHE MISSES THE OLD TWIN BUT NOT THE NEW!
Monday, May 17, 2010
Did I make the correct decision? i wonder...
Did I make the correct decision? I always wonder.
My instincts tells me that I am wrong but I always neglect it and do what I think is right.
Somethings are meant to follow your instincts so that it will turn out perfect but somethings are not.
Which now the problem I am facing seriously can't depend on my instinct as it will lead me to a neverland. I tried calling out to God but it really didn't help me by making the right decision. No matter what now, 1st priority is to call out to God and hope that he will help make the right decision.
I tend to be self-fish at times but always question myself this:
But, too bad it don't turn out that way as I always get blamed. I also always think whether is my friend "kasihan-ing" me or not by telling people that she wants to teman me. Sometimes, i also think whether she just wants to have a short getaway but yet wants to go with him and i am just someone who bugest out of no where and distract them or some sort.
But why can't they tell me if they really want to go together? Is it that hard?
I know they just don't want to hurt me but then it will hurt even more when I find out the truth and that time everything they do is just unforgivable!
One LAST THING!
My instincts tells me that I am wrong but I always neglect it and do what I think is right.
Somethings are meant to follow your instincts so that it will turn out perfect but somethings are not.
Which now the problem I am facing seriously can't depend on my instinct as it will lead me to a neverland. I tried calling out to God but it really didn't help me by making the right decision. No matter what now, 1st priority is to call out to God and hope that he will help make the right decision.
I tend to be self-fish at times but always question myself this:
ISN'T EVERYBODY MEANT TO BE SELF-FISH? CAUSE NO ONE IS PERFECT.
But, too bad it don't turn out that way as I always get blamed. I also always think whether is my friend "kasihan-ing" me or not by telling people that she wants to teman me. Sometimes, i also think whether she just wants to have a short getaway but yet wants to go with him and i am just someone who bugest out of no where and distract them or some sort.
But why can't they tell me if they really want to go together? Is it that hard?
I know they just don't want to hurt me but then it will hurt even more when I find out the truth and that time everything they do is just unforgivable!
One LAST THING!
I AM NOT A LAMB!! I HAVE MY FEELINGS TOO!!!
I AM NOT A LAMB THEREFORE I WILL HAVE LIMITS!!
PLEASE DO NOT EXCEED IT ALTHOUGHT YOU MAY THINK IS NOTHING!
PLEASE DO NOT ABUSE IT WHEN YOU HAVE THE FREEDOM!
PLEASE DO NOT COME AND GO AS YOU LIKE .
WHEN YOU WANT TO LEAVE, PLEASE DO LEAVE AND DON'T COME BACK.
YOU ARE MAKING MY LIFE HORRIBLE ANS MISEARABLE!!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Are you a MAN?
Are you a MAN?
A REAL MAN?
Read the solution below and try solving it and determine whether are you a REAL MAN.
A REAL MAN?
Read the solution below and try solving it and determine whether are you a REAL MAN.
when it comes to what they need and what you can offer them, you have what it takes.
YOU ARE THE MAN!
YOU ARE THE MAN!
SO, whats the results?
Yes, NO??
But I am sure a person who is self-fish , they are not a real man and they don't have what it takes!
Friday, May 14, 2010
Self-fish indeed.
Am I self-fish? I always questioned myself.
Yes indeed, i am.
proud to be a self-fish person.
No, not really!
First of all, I really dislike being blamed for everything, kindness as well no exceptions!
what did I do? Tell me! I really hope to know!
Answer obvious but yet to be revealed.
Being flirtatious is good at times but not mean time.
Being kind all the time ,
will do you no good so be mean at times.
That's what i have archived in the past few months of experience.
Self fish works at times but not when your best friends needs love.
Twins are suppose to do everything together but not at mean time cause self fish kills one another.
Mean time, ignoring is good but in reality still have to face facts.
We have to face the reality because we cannot stay in the past forever.
Self-fishiness occurs when jealousy appears but not everyone realises that they are self-fish because it takes time to realise.
*its all true but its just personal opinions so please do not get offended.
Yes indeed, i am.
proud to be a self-fish person.
No, not really!
First of all, I really dislike being blamed for everything, kindness as well no exceptions!
what did I do? Tell me! I really hope to know!
Answer obvious but yet to be revealed.
Being flirtatious is good at times but not mean time.
Being kind all the time ,
will do you no good so be mean at times.
That's what i have archived in the past few months of experience.
Self fish works at times but not when your best friends needs love.
Twins are suppose to do everything together but not at mean time cause self fish kills one another.
Mean time, ignoring is good but in reality still have to face facts.
We have to face the reality because we cannot stay in the past forever.
Self-fishiness occurs when jealousy appears but not everyone realises that they are self-fish because it takes time to realise.
*its all true but its just personal opinions so please do not get offended.
Monday, May 10, 2010
gift to my mom!
Mom,
I love you!
Althought mother's day no more but
you know i do celebrate mother's day with you everyday!
In my memories,
you were the one who will be holding my hands to do everything,
just to protect me from getting hurt.
Mom, you are someone who provides me with all my needs.
Mom, you are also someone who cares and who gives me all the love i need!
Mom,
from now on,
your hands will be in mine,
and I shall be the one who will be with you when you are in need of it!
Mom,
now is my turn to do everything to repay everything you have done.
I know i cannot really do anything much but you know everything i do is all from the inside.
Mom,
once again I LOVE YOU!
I love you mommy!!
I love you!
Althought mother's day no more but
you know i do celebrate mother's day with you everyday!
In my memories,
you were the one who will be holding my hands to do everything,
just to protect me from getting hurt.
Mom, you are someone who provides me with all my needs.
Mom, you are also someone who cares and who gives me all the love i need!
Mom,
from now on,
your hands will be in mine,
and I shall be the one who will be with you when you are in need of it!
Mom,
now is my turn to do everything to repay everything you have done.
I know i cannot really do anything much but you know everything i do is all from the inside.
Mom,
once again I LOVE YOU!
I love you mommy!!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Liquid paper , a girls good friend?
Liquid paper is it a girls good friend when she is hitting her PMS?
the answer is NO!
Why?
Look at the picture below and you will know why:
the answer is NO!
Why?
Look at the picture below and you will know why:
This is what happen to my school skirt! It pissed me off like nearly the whole day until Charmange came and save my life!! Thanks CHARMANGE YEE!!! ILOVE YOU!
Gift for Jessie.
I saw a cute dress and i think i suite Jessie well so i plan buying it for her as her birthday gift than buying her the NEWS calendar from kinokuniya. The picture of the dress will be displayed below and there are a few other pieces of dresses that i think its nice and price are quite reasonable and they have not been weared before so i plan buying them. Will provide the link below too.
I think its nice and it suite Jessie. Will purchase it.
Link::jeslynliew only shop
Japanese neutral look + messy bun.
Hello!
Its a post on a short tutorials.
Its so called japanese neutral look but i highly doubt it but who cares its just a title.
This is how it looks like:
Steps:
Conceal all the pimples or scars with concealer or bb cream with concealer brush.
Apply foundation, adequate amount with foundation brush with padding motion or with fingers by dabbing motion.
Put on some one color /brownish-gold eye shadow to enhance eye with a brush or fingers.Push it inwards and move it to the brow bone to make it look natural to suit the skin tone.
use eyeliner to define eye.Do not have a cat eyeline as you want it to look as natural as possible.Make it to a certain extend which looks natural to you.
Then curl your lashes with a lash curler and then put on a base coat if needed if you think your lashes will not last long being curled then put on a mascara which can make your lash longer and thicker as if you put on fake lashes. Bottom lashes do not make it to thick so put on 1 thin layer of mascara with the thickening effect mascara as I am using Estee's magnascopic mascara. Curl your lashes with a normal curler after applying mascara but recommended to use an electrical one as it would not cause your lashes to have a line in between.
After that, its time to add colours on your lips. Apply a coat of lip balm which i am using lip pure by Mentholatum and then apply on a shimmery light pink gloss vertically strokes down as it will make your lips look puffer and fuller and kissable too. haha i am lame but it does work! Then finish your look by brushing off excess powder and shimmering powder that was left behind by the eyeshadow with a big blush brush or a kabuki brush.
*define brow if desire, make sure brow well trimmed.
Then you are done!
Hair - Messy bun
Instruments:
Bobby pins
hair tie
Accessories-Optional.
Steps:
tie your hair up with a hair tie. preferably a high one so it looks nicer not like an auntie!That's just my opinion.
Then twist your pony tail and then curl up into a ball then pin the first bobby pin at the end and then follow up with the other pins so it stays secure. Put an accessory if desire or to make it more secure put a nice scrunchy on it as and accessory.
The hair and the look:
Its a post on a short tutorials.
Its so called japanese neutral look but i highly doubt it but who cares its just a title.
This is how it looks like:
This is what it looks like.
Pimples are obvious but what can i do?
Low lighting so bare it.
Instruments:
foundation
BB cream / concealer
Peachy keen blusher
shimmering light pink gloss
skin color/ brownish-gold eye shadow
black eyeliner /liquid/pencil/gel
black mascara
Conceal all the pimples or scars with concealer or bb cream with concealer brush.
Apply foundation, adequate amount with foundation brush with padding motion or with fingers by dabbing motion.
Put on some one color /brownish-gold eye shadow to enhance eye with a brush or fingers.Push it inwards and move it to the brow bone to make it look natural to suit the skin tone.
use eyeliner to define eye.Do not have a cat eyeline as you want it to look as natural as possible.Make it to a certain extend which looks natural to you.
Then curl your lashes with a lash curler and then put on a base coat if needed if you think your lashes will not last long being curled then put on a mascara which can make your lash longer and thicker as if you put on fake lashes. Bottom lashes do not make it to thick so put on 1 thin layer of mascara with the thickening effect mascara as I am using Estee's magnascopic mascara. Curl your lashes with a normal curler after applying mascara but recommended to use an electrical one as it would not cause your lashes to have a line in between.
After that, its time to add colours on your lips. Apply a coat of lip balm which i am using lip pure by Mentholatum and then apply on a shimmery light pink gloss vertically strokes down as it will make your lips look puffer and fuller and kissable too. haha i am lame but it does work! Then finish your look by brushing off excess powder and shimmering powder that was left behind by the eyeshadow with a big blush brush or a kabuki brush.
*define brow if desire, make sure brow well trimmed.
Then you are done!
Hair - Messy bun
Instruments:
Bobby pins
hair tie
Accessories-Optional.
Steps:
tie your hair up with a hair tie. preferably a high one so it looks nicer not like an auntie!That's just my opinion.
Then twist your pony tail and then curl up into a ball then pin the first bobby pin at the end and then follow up with the other pins so it stays secure. Put an accessory if desire or to make it more secure put a nice scrunchy on it as and accessory.
The hair and the look:
* this tutorial is just for fun so please do not get offended. I am just sharing how the way i do my make-up.
*If, want to have a dolly look please proceed to http://myau-club.blogspot.com/ and view her posts.
So, do visit and i am still in the process of learning so it looks horrible but this is what you get from a beginner. Do visit myau-club for better looks and mag reviews.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Remembered Saturday- 24/4/2010
24th of April 2010 will be remembered.
That was the day i experienced talking to other people and met other friends and also saw some old ones.
The day before also made me saw what team work can do and it made me change my thoughts upon someone and that someone was used to be blur yet helpful and friendly althought not good looking. Now, he is made differently and made me think of him differently too.
That day was also a day that made me saw how the theme one Malaysia can be so important to Malaysia. It would surely make a change if we do put effort into it and I am sure we can.
That day was also a day that I saw different kind of people and faces.
It was also a day which was full of fun and tiredness but it was all worth it.
It was also a day which we realised that even a team that consist only 25-30 people can make a whole event sucessful and the event turned out to be awesome although it was our very first time doing it.
That day also made me realise that teamwork do make a difference compared to doing it alone.
Our Interact club is like a choir and an ensemble cause witthout team work the song will turn out horrible and awful but if you do it with teamwork it will be a great song like the ones played in MPO's.
All these memories will be remembered by me and will never be erased.
luv
Natalie.
That was the day i experienced talking to other people and met other friends and also saw some old ones.
The day before also made me saw what team work can do and it made me change my thoughts upon someone and that someone was used to be blur yet helpful and friendly althought not good looking. Now, he is made differently and made me think of him differently too.
That day was also a day that made me saw how the theme one Malaysia can be so important to Malaysia. It would surely make a change if we do put effort into it and I am sure we can.
That day was also a day that I saw different kind of people and faces.
It was also a day which was full of fun and tiredness but it was all worth it.
It was also a day which we realised that even a team that consist only 25-30 people can make a whole event sucessful and the event turned out to be awesome although it was our very first time doing it.
That day also made me realise that teamwork do make a difference compared to doing it alone.
Our Interact club is like a choir and an ensemble cause witthout team work the song will turn out horrible and awful but if you do it with teamwork it will be a great song like the ones played in MPO's.
All these memories will be remembered by me and will never be erased.
luv
Natalie.
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