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Thursday, September 3, 2009

I am an idiot!

As some may have notice that i am now always getting pissed very easily and blushing really often these days especially those who are really close to me or my blog readers and my plurkers. I don't like to share my feelings on facebook cause i just don't like too , i feel wrong after posting there somehow.

I just love too write down or spill my feelings out of myself here cause i think or i may feel this blog is a part of my life now so i just love to write it down or note it down here.

These days, i love too say these few words if you do realise
"i don't know la!"
"Don't ask me!"
"yea, right!"
"I am gonna break down in a while."

These few words i uses it really often. I use it cause not that i dont know the answer or i am stress out but i just have no idea where my fellings or where i should place myself today or right now or even i was just flustered or perplexed or indignant or SOMETHING. I was just confused. When I talked to people, I just kept saying I don't know over and over again.

Now, i could place myself here is because i think this is the right time to just not this down that i am an idiot or maybe cause he just doesnt know i am having a blog or even he is now busy or he doesnt sign in or log on to the computer.

Two to three weeks ago, i did something really stupid and unexpectedly but i am not gonna say it here cause its stupid. And we were just mutual friends or even a s and j relationship or even just a school mate. I seriously didnt expect myself to be an idiot seriously idiotic idiot.

Anyway,

It took me a while to digest what people had commented about or i can say i took me a while to find a name to name this as now i found i would call this "HAPPYDY-SADNESS" Okay i know this sound really really wrong but this is the only word i can find now, at least so!

When u see a guy , as a girl u oftenly smile and walk down the street happily or u can act shy and walk off. Thats what girls normally do.

But, i have never known that feelings before can ended up being so confused . Like a LAMB. LAMB! you know what is LAMB??

Today, there's something happen but i don't know what is it like to explain it but i guess its just some kind of feelings. If you wanna know more jjust drop by here more often or even msn with me or even email me! if my email doesnt hate you! HAHA!!

bye!!

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