Am I self-fish? I always questioned myself.
Yes indeed, i am.
proud to be a self-fish person.
No, not really!
First of all, I really dislike being blamed for everything, kindness as well no exceptions!
what did I do? Tell me! I really hope to know!
Answer obvious but yet to be revealed.
Being flirtatious is good at times but not mean time.
Being kind all the time ,
will do you no good so be mean at times.
That's what i have archived in the past few months of experience.
Self fish works at times but not when your best friends needs love.
Twins are suppose to do everything together but not at mean time cause self fish kills one another.
Mean time, ignoring is good but in reality still have to face facts.
We have to face the reality because we cannot stay in the past forever.
Self-fishiness occurs when jealousy appears but not everyone realises that they are self-fish because it takes time to realise.
*its all true but its just personal opinions so please do not get offended.
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Friday, May 14, 2010
Monday, April 19, 2010
The pain that a girl has to walk through.
Hello.
Every human being has to go through their own pain.
SO do girls!
As a girl, as a daughter as a friend and as a student there are different kinds of pain to go through.
After writing this post, I will put up a sorry post once again to apologize to what i have done.
A girl have to go through pain such as emotional, friendship , studies and menstrual pains all the time.
As in emotional, we cry easily. Don't see some girls that who don't cry as strong, they are weak in the inside! They don't want to let others see them cry because they don't want to upset people.
Friendships is not as easy as you want them. They come to you cause God provided you with them! Friends are essential, without friends live is pointless! Do bare that in mind! Friends do everything, they do it and they say you copied them or what not they are still friends so forget about what they say and go ahead to talk to them once again.
Studies, is essential too. Its not easy to do it but if we strive for it you will get it! Scholarships are not as hard as you think , just do it because you don;t want to allow your parents to suffer anymore. Studies give stress but there's nothing we can do because as a student this is all we have to go through so just do it like the nike slogan.
-do understand a girl pain, walk through with them if you can if you can't pray for them and this is good enough!-
-Do show your love by talking and smiling at them!-
Every human being has to go through their own pain.
SO do girls!
As a girl, as a daughter as a friend and as a student there are different kinds of pain to go through.
After writing this post, I will put up a sorry post once again to apologize to what i have done.
A girl have to go through pain such as emotional, friendship , studies and menstrual pains all the time.
As in emotional, we cry easily. Don't see some girls that who don't cry as strong, they are weak in the inside! They don't want to let others see them cry because they don't want to upset people.
Friendships is not as easy as you want them. They come to you cause God provided you with them! Friends are essential, without friends live is pointless! Do bare that in mind! Friends do everything, they do it and they say you copied them or what not they are still friends so forget about what they say and go ahead to talk to them once again.
Studies, is essential too. Its not easy to do it but if we strive for it you will get it! Scholarships are not as hard as you think , just do it because you don;t want to allow your parents to suffer anymore. Studies give stress but there's nothing we can do because as a student this is all we have to go through so just do it like the nike slogan.
-do understand a girl pain, walk through with them if you can if you can't pray for them and this is good enough!-
-Do show your love by talking and smiling at them!-
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Once again, the feeling of SUCKISH-ness is BACK!
What is suckish-ness?? No idea rite, so lemme tell you people what is suckish-ness.
SUCKISH-NESS is when you feel suckish but people around you doesn't know they only think that you are not the normal you maybe you are going through MENSTRUATION but its NOT!!! Only people who are not observant will realise!
SO my friends defitenitely don't realise lah they think I am just sick and going through MENSTRUATION so they just left me alone and still treat me the way they normally do lah. Actually I am NOT going through MENSTRUATION or beacuse I am SICK but because of something else or maybe you can say because of SOMEONE once again!
Its not so painful anymore cause I have already been through this before but still come on lah, when you hurt someone it will never be nice rite and you also don't want people to hurt you also what so treat people as the way you want to be treated la! I am always being the nice one going through the whole process of Hi, so and so you are so ....... what did you do?? and then he will just be starring at her and start all the smiling and talk to her by ignoring me and start waving to her and even gave her choco la and I will be the one who gains nothing out of this and people treats me as the one who is always being in middle separating people up!What is this?? I can't be always fufilling what you want okay?? I am always a human being and come on lah I am not a doll that you can say I am okay don't worry we are not going to be ................ we are just friends now since everything is in place and blaaa blaaaa. and I will be the one who says "un, yes since now things are in place, we should just stay put and we are still friends rite?? " but she gets all happy over waving hands , smilling and when twitches his tougue at her and telling her that I .... you can we ....... and she gets hype up and she calls this a ......
I am still here la people!! Who do you think I am?? I really regreted on what I have done but too bad there's isn't any time machine that I can go B.E.S.T go back in time and all sorts or even saying DELIVERY HALFWAY LOST memories can't be flash back and sorts cause there's no such things on earth!!! I am trying to get over it but it doesn't seem like is working and I am trying ignore the fact that this is so gonna be back like the old story but its also not working so i guess I will just have to bare with this and PEOPLE IF YOU THINK YOU ARE HAPPIER TO PUT MORE SALT ON MY WOUND AND THAT WILL MAKE YOU SUPER HAPPY AND YOU WILL BE HYPE UP BY THAT THEN GO AHEAD, ALTHOUGH YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO IS LIKE IN MY BLOOD RELATION!!
Thats all I can say, if you think this offensive or whatsoever please DO NOT HESITATE to contact me and I WILL DEFITENITELY DO SOMETHING!!!
email: nataliecxc2210@gmail.com
SUCKISH-NESS is when you feel suckish but people around you doesn't know they only think that you are not the normal you maybe you are going through MENSTRUATION but its NOT!!! Only people who are not observant will realise!
SO my friends defitenitely don't realise lah they think I am just sick and going through MENSTRUATION so they just left me alone and still treat me the way they normally do lah. Actually I am NOT going through MENSTRUATION or beacuse I am SICK but because of something else or maybe you can say because of SOMEONE once again!
Its not so painful anymore cause I have already been through this before but still come on lah, when you hurt someone it will never be nice rite and you also don't want people to hurt you also what so treat people as the way you want to be treated la! I am always being the nice one going through the whole process of Hi, so and so you are so ....... what did you do?? and then he will just be starring at her and start all the smiling and talk to her by ignoring me and start waving to her and even gave her choco la and I will be the one who gains nothing out of this and people treats me as the one who is always being in middle separating people up!What is this?? I can't be always fufilling what you want okay?? I am always a human being and come on lah I am not a doll that you can say I am okay don't worry we are not going to be ................ we are just friends now since everything is in place and blaaa blaaaa. and I will be the one who says "un, yes since now things are in place, we should just stay put and we are still friends rite?? " but she gets all happy over waving hands , smilling and when twitches his tougue at her and telling her that I .... you can we ....... and she gets hype up and she calls this a ......
I am still here la people!! Who do you think I am?? I really regreted on what I have done but too bad there's isn't any time machine that I can go B.E.S.T go back in time and all sorts or even saying DELIVERY HALFWAY LOST memories can't be flash back and sorts cause there's no such things on earth!!! I am trying to get over it but it doesn't seem like is working and I am trying ignore the fact that this is so gonna be back like the old story but its also not working so i guess I will just have to bare with this and PEOPLE IF YOU THINK YOU ARE HAPPIER TO PUT MORE SALT ON MY WOUND AND THAT WILL MAKE YOU SUPER HAPPY AND YOU WILL BE HYPE UP BY THAT THEN GO AHEAD, ALTHOUGH YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO IS LIKE IN MY BLOOD RELATION!!
Thats all I can say, if you think this offensive or whatsoever please DO NOT HESITATE to contact me and I WILL DEFITENITELY DO SOMETHING!!!
email: nataliecxc2210@gmail.com
Sunday, February 28, 2010
What really matters
Hi guys, this post will be something diffrent from what you have always seen from my other posts. This post is something about how I can live my life without questioning myself but still living each and every other day of mine as happy as ever with my friends and family.
There is something that I would like to share before talking about how I can live my life as happy as ever.
I remember in standard 6 to form 2 or even until now there is some people talking bad about me like my friends , best friends , family or even strangers. I felt so bad so i tried to prove them wrong and do everything so that i can please them and all but I realise I wasn't happy at all. In standard 6, I used to have 3 best friends and out of a sudden I just lost all 3 of them and everything of mine came into a stage that I was flashing back on what i have done to make me lose them and I just couldn't get the answer but I was happy cause at least there is someone who helped me throughout that period and that was PEICHING!! She was such a nice girl and she taught me how to pray to god althought I go to church. She and her family prayed for me and thank god that now everything came to and happy ending althought I don't contact them but I know that if I continue to look for an answer this won't help but it wound just make the wound worst. Thank god that he helped me to put this case to an end. When i was in F1 and F2 people just hated me cause I was being a "teachers pet" but I know i am doing the rite thing and this what a obedient student have to do and i never regreted after doing it.
So, the whole thing is about how people hated me, backstab me and how i lost my friends but I didn't regret what I have done because I have 3 best friends that helped me and brought me to a point that now where I, Natalie should be.
There is a few things I have learnt through this period and that is do not question yourself after what you have done and do let go your anger and your feelings when you have too , or even talk to the counsellor or the briefrenders team if you have too. Besides that, I also learnt how to think about other people more than myself and build a stronger inner life through the lifetime obstacles and look forward and don't ever look back at what you have done. Another thing is believe in yourself that you are stronger than you think you are and god is always with you!!
Besides, we are only humans nobody will know what will happen tommorrow or even in our future so don't look back and just look forward! put this in mind!! I also believe than love can be seen by the blind, can also be heard by the deaf and be spreaded by the mute.
There is something that I would like to share before talking about how I can live my life as happy as ever.
I remember in standard 6 to form 2 or even until now there is some people talking bad about me like my friends , best friends , family or even strangers. I felt so bad so i tried to prove them wrong and do everything so that i can please them and all but I realise I wasn't happy at all. In standard 6, I used to have 3 best friends and out of a sudden I just lost all 3 of them and everything of mine came into a stage that I was flashing back on what i have done to make me lose them and I just couldn't get the answer but I was happy cause at least there is someone who helped me throughout that period and that was PEICHING!! She was such a nice girl and she taught me how to pray to god althought I go to church. She and her family prayed for me and thank god that now everything came to and happy ending althought I don't contact them but I know that if I continue to look for an answer this won't help but it wound just make the wound worst. Thank god that he helped me to put this case to an end. When i was in F1 and F2 people just hated me cause I was being a "teachers pet" but I know i am doing the rite thing and this what a obedient student have to do and i never regreted after doing it.
So, the whole thing is about how people hated me, backstab me and how i lost my friends but I didn't regret what I have done because I have 3 best friends that helped me and brought me to a point that now where I, Natalie should be.
There is a few things I have learnt through this period and that is do not question yourself after what you have done and do let go your anger and your feelings when you have too , or even talk to the counsellor or the briefrenders team if you have too. Besides that, I also learnt how to think about other people more than myself and build a stronger inner life through the lifetime obstacles and look forward and don't ever look back at what you have done. Another thing is believe in yourself that you are stronger than you think you are and god is always with you!!
Besides, we are only humans nobody will know what will happen tommorrow or even in our future so don't look back and just look forward! put this in mind!! I also believe than love can be seen by the blind, can also be heard by the deaf and be spreaded by the mute.
So, start to love, live and appreciate everything, every place and everyone START LIVING!!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
The scrapbook of my JANUARY 2010...
Life is so easy as you think.......
Love isn't so romantic as you think......
Friendship isn't that happy after all......
Life isn't going to be what you want it to be......
Life can't go back to square one when you want because things that are done are done......
Can love belongs to you when you want it?
NO!
Is love just meant to be all about holding hands , hugs and kisses?
"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
--Robert A. Heinlein
Is life going to be easy as you think?
Wars and elections are both too big and too small to matter in the long run. The daily work - that goes on, it adds up.
-Babara Kingsolver-
can life be just sitting under the tree without leaves and let time pass by? I hope i can!
I hope you don't ever treat me as a fool anymore because i know you love somebody more but i hope you can:
have a glance at me,
talk to me,
laugh with me
and
be with me as a friend if you can!
i will be seating here waiting for you to come and talk to me and laugh with me!
I know its crazy to love someone who hurts you but its crazier to love someone who loves you and hurt you at the same time! Cause life is just like that!
should i continue with tapping?? is it going to lead me to somewhere without you encouraging me?
Love isn't so romantic as you think......
Friendship isn't that happy after all......
Life isn't going to be what you want it to be......
Life can't go back to square one when you want because things that are done are done......
Can love belongs to you when you want it?
NO!
Is love just meant to be all about holding hands , hugs and kisses?
"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
--Robert A. Heinlein
Is life going to be easy as you think?
Wars and elections are both too big and too small to matter in the long run. The daily work - that goes on, it adds up.
-Babara Kingsolver-
can life be just sitting under the tree without leaves and let time pass by? I hope i can!
I hope you don't ever treat me as a fool anymore because i know you love somebody more but i hope you can:
have a glance at me,
talk to me,
laugh with me
and
be with me as a friend if you can!
i will be seating here waiting for you to come and talk to me and laugh with me!
I know its crazy to love someone who hurts you but its crazier to love someone who loves you and hurt you at the same time! Cause life is just like that!
should i continue with tapping?? is it going to lead me to somewhere without you encouraging me?
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Natalie with her SO SORRY post!
So here i am again! Today i will be doing a SO SORRY post which i think that particular person who posted something at my shout box should come and read and be happy for what i have done here!
I am really sorry for posting my own photos here if you think i am ugly and the picture of me will spoil your day and make you have an eye pain i am SO SORRY!
I am also really SORRY if my pictures and my posts make you feel terrible or even speechless than i am SORRY once again!
I am also so SORRY that someone made you make your mind to visit my blog and made you feel horrible after that , I AM SO SORRY!
* actually if you are the one who posted at my shout mix box, please do tell me cause i don't mind knowing and I am kinda sure who you are , don't make me make a final decision to tell the whole world who you are! You are verbal bullying here, and i am quite sure that you know this is my blog i can post whatever want here so don't do stupid stuff! Please !!
* I am actually not really sorry for what i have just apologies here but I just wanna tell that person that he or she can say anything to hurt me but GOD or my siblings or even my family members can hurt but not YOU!
I am really sorry for posting my own photos here if you think i am ugly and the picture of me will spoil your day and make you have an eye pain i am SO SORRY!
I am also really SORRY if my pictures and my posts make you feel terrible or even speechless than i am SORRY once again!
I am also so SORRY that someone made you make your mind to visit my blog and made you feel horrible after that , I AM SO SORRY!
* actually if you are the one who posted at my shout mix box, please do tell me cause i don't mind knowing and I am kinda sure who you are , don't make me make a final decision to tell the whole world who you are! You are verbal bullying here, and i am quite sure that you know this is my blog i can post whatever want here so don't do stupid stuff! Please !!
* I am actually not really sorry for what i have just apologies here but I just wanna tell that person that he or she can say anything to hurt me but GOD or my siblings or even my family members can hurt but not YOU!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
The dreams of 2010!
Hey!! I havent been blogging for a few days and my friends and relatives are kinda making noise ady so i might as well blog since i didnt blog since 2010 started! So, i guess this will be a post concern about my first 3 days of school and what are my dreams and hopes for this year!
So, the first day of school I lefted home as usual like 630 in d morning and i reached school at 705 so its still okay not so bad. I was kinda lost at first althought it wasn't my 1st time stepping into the school but without my friends to guide me along the way i really felt very lost so after a 5 minutes wait Jessie came!!! I was thanking got like there wasnt tomorrow!!! Haha!! After that, we went to the auditorium and then wait to get seperated from our friends if you are unlucky, if you are lucky you will be with your friends and i was unlucky so got SEPARATED!! I was l like "damn it" !! why me and not others??? Cause, i was praying to god ,so my name won't be called to be in 3S but to bad, the 3rd name was mine!!
Guess who is the class teacher?? Don't know?? let me tell you! Ms.Chuah!!! Asst. Class teacher-the form supervisor Miss Mala!!! I no likey!! So, my subject teachers i don't really mind except for my math , english , KH Geografi and Moral teacher!! I really no likey MAN!!! I am bored to death in class without my friends but we can still meet each other la, ATLEAST!!! I am like partially dead when i am in class, when i get out of class, THANK GOD , I am not dead yet!!!
So, now lets talk about CO-CO!! Now we have 10 periods of studies and co-co is separated into 3 periods which we partially have no time for anything so , no likey too!! I am forced to be in science and math club which i dont like and I am in KRS which i am separated from JEssie, MY TWIN!!! Games still together la except SUYESHA!!! she is with GABY and ClAIRE!!! So, good luck to her in badminton!!!
So, now i am kinda not active in class la cause no one to talk too not dont have not so close!! the closes is ANDREA LEE!!! but she sit far away so cannot talk but i think its a good thing cause i can focus more instead of anything else so its a good thing i think!!
I think i had enough here so will be coming again!!
So, the first day of school I lefted home as usual like 630 in d morning and i reached school at 705 so its still okay not so bad. I was kinda lost at first althought it wasn't my 1st time stepping into the school but without my friends to guide me along the way i really felt very lost so after a 5 minutes wait Jessie came!!! I was thanking got like there wasnt tomorrow!!! Haha!! After that, we went to the auditorium and then wait to get seperated from our friends if you are unlucky, if you are lucky you will be with your friends and i was unlucky so got SEPARATED!! I was l like "damn it" !! why me and not others??? Cause, i was praying to god ,so my name won't be called to be in 3S but to bad, the 3rd name was mine!!
Guess who is the class teacher?? Don't know?? let me tell you! Ms.Chuah!!! Asst. Class teacher-the form supervisor Miss Mala!!! I no likey!! So, my subject teachers i don't really mind except for my math , english , KH Geografi and Moral teacher!! I really no likey MAN!!! I am bored to death in class without my friends but we can still meet each other la, ATLEAST!!! I am like partially dead when i am in class, when i get out of class, THANK GOD , I am not dead yet!!!
So, now lets talk about CO-CO!! Now we have 10 periods of studies and co-co is separated into 3 periods which we partially have no time for anything so , no likey too!! I am forced to be in science and math club which i dont like and I am in KRS which i am separated from JEssie, MY TWIN!!! Games still together la except SUYESHA!!! she is with GABY and ClAIRE!!! So, good luck to her in badminton!!!
So, now i am kinda not active in class la cause no one to talk too not dont have not so close!! the closes is ANDREA LEE!!! but she sit far away so cannot talk but i think its a good thing cause i can focus more instead of anything else so its a good thing i think!!
I think i had enough here so will be coming again!!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Welcome 2010 and bye bye 2009!!
さよなら。2009 いらしゃいます 2010!!
So, I there's only a few more days to school reopens and I have not really done any preperations yet till now! I am really lazy so i kept on saying " leave it there , there will be plenty of time" and stuff like that until now nothing really came out so its time to get started i guess!!
So , how did i spent my new years eve?? Nothing much No big deal!! Didn't go out for dinner , no parties no nothing so basically i have been eating at home, wathcing tv at home, playing the computer and those basic things that a teenage girl will do and also DAY DREAMING!!!
I have been really into the hiragana and the katakana's or rather more to the hiragana and also photoshop CS3! I know i am outdated people now using photoshop CS4 but what to do i am outdated no cash no new stuff that's all i guess!!!
So , 2nite is New Year so i will be going for a korean BBQ dinner at Ampang Waterfront not something grand but i think its great to eat with family and some friends =)! So pictures will be updated some other time!
Sayonara peeps!!
So, I there's only a few more days to school reopens and I have not really done any preperations yet till now! I am really lazy so i kept on saying " leave it there , there will be plenty of time" and stuff like that until now nothing really came out so its time to get started i guess!!
So , how did i spent my new years eve?? Nothing much No big deal!! Didn't go out for dinner , no parties no nothing so basically i have been eating at home, wathcing tv at home, playing the computer and those basic things that a teenage girl will do and also DAY DREAMING!!!
I have been really into the hiragana and the katakana's or rather more to the hiragana and also photoshop CS3! I know i am outdated people now using photoshop CS4 but what to do i am outdated no cash no new stuff that's all i guess!!!
So , 2nite is New Year so i will be going for a korean BBQ dinner at Ampang Waterfront not something grand but i think its great to eat with family and some friends =)! So pictures will be updated some other time!
Sayonara peeps!!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
things are changing , we are far apart!
Seriously things are changing and we are way far apart.
This few days i didn't really enjoy school cause things just keep changing, friendship are getting far apart, backstabbing people, world of boredom and another thing is cause of the concert!
Let me list the down the things that has changed without her knowing and him knowing. I don't want to tell you they are cause i know they will know who they are and i am sure they will not feel bad after reading my post that i is posted up here so i guess i can start with my heavy heart now which is killing me deep down inside.
Okay, situations are now plainly getting worst and people are turning blind i guess. She and him are plainly acting stupid and thought that no one will know but too bad its just wayyyy obvious and she started change and she start backstabbing people to another girl. ( i dont mean to use the word backstabbing but its the only word i can use to describe.) We use to be twins we know each other alot althought we just met this year but when he came into the picture i already knew that things changed but she kept saying no but i do realise it cause its just right infront of me if i couldnt see it i guess i am blind and i am just acting stupid. I dont bother doing anything cause i know whatever i do is wrong at your point of view and you wont bother about what i say so i guess i better shut up and leave u alone i dont think i deserve to be your twin and stick with you anymore, i feel terrible and its slowly killing me. I got no one to pour all this out except my blog, i know you read it and u will get mad at me but its the only way i can get this out myself and realise that we are never meant to be together as a twin. I know i am a little harsh but i guess its the only way that i can leave you alone without me interrupting you and him and her so i guess i will be alone without sulking but enjoying my time in some other way. I know we have spent lots of time laughing for no reason and doing stupid stuff and thats the way we act but i guess now everything changed and all these will not happen again.
Okay lets forget about all the above and we shall talk about something else. Lets talk about the concert that is coming up! The concert its like just next week so everybody is busy practising. Our bhangra we have not been that serious in practising since a few days ago cause we know all the steps and we are confident enough to stand on stage and do it so lets do it people!! the scottish dance was nice very entertaining and other performances were nice too but i guess we shall wait till the cincert day and we will see full show!!!
I am going for the reunion on the 22nd but i guess it will be my last day of having stupid actions and laughing for no reason for the year. I guess today will be my last post talking about all these things and i hope i can put all these a side if i have the courage cause both are my friends which i cannot let down either one but i guess i will have too. Friends also have their boundries not just the lovey dovey thing so NATALIE stay positive and plan ahead and have fun!!!!
This few days i didn't really enjoy school cause things just keep changing, friendship are getting far apart, backstabbing people, world of boredom and another thing is cause of the concert!
Let me list the down the things that has changed without her knowing and him knowing. I don't want to tell you they are cause i know they will know who they are and i am sure they will not feel bad after reading my post that i is posted up here so i guess i can start with my heavy heart now which is killing me deep down inside.
Okay, situations are now plainly getting worst and people are turning blind i guess. She and him are plainly acting stupid and thought that no one will know but too bad its just wayyyy obvious and she started change and she start backstabbing people to another girl. ( i dont mean to use the word backstabbing but its the only word i can use to describe.) We use to be twins we know each other alot althought we just met this year but when he came into the picture i already knew that things changed but she kept saying no but i do realise it cause its just right infront of me if i couldnt see it i guess i am blind and i am just acting stupid. I dont bother doing anything cause i know whatever i do is wrong at your point of view and you wont bother about what i say so i guess i better shut up and leave u alone i dont think i deserve to be your twin and stick with you anymore, i feel terrible and its slowly killing me. I got no one to pour all this out except my blog, i know you read it and u will get mad at me but its the only way i can get this out myself and realise that we are never meant to be together as a twin. I know i am a little harsh but i guess its the only way that i can leave you alone without me interrupting you and him and her so i guess i will be alone without sulking but enjoying my time in some other way. I know we have spent lots of time laughing for no reason and doing stupid stuff and thats the way we act but i guess now everything changed and all these will not happen again.
Okay lets forget about all the above and we shall talk about something else. Lets talk about the concert that is coming up! The concert its like just next week so everybody is busy practising. Our bhangra we have not been that serious in practising since a few days ago cause we know all the steps and we are confident enough to stand on stage and do it so lets do it people!! the scottish dance was nice very entertaining and other performances were nice too but i guess we shall wait till the cincert day and we will see full show!!!
I am going for the reunion on the 22nd but i guess it will be my last day of having stupid actions and laughing for no reason for the year. I guess today will be my last post talking about all these things and i hope i can put all these a side if i have the courage cause both are my friends which i cannot let down either one but i guess i will have too. Friends also have their boundries not just the lovey dovey thing so NATALIE stay positive and plan ahead and have fun!!!!
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