My wishes to all on the last day of the year!

I am so sorry for not being an active blogger and plurker and twitter. I have been doing a lot of stuff this year that brings my life up and down like a roller coaster. So i am really sorry for what i've done! Below will be my final post of the year and my speech to all for what i 've just done during the whole year.

I am really sorry for not being someone who you guys want me to be!

-I am also really sorry for the things below that i have done

* Not being a good daughther which i am suppose to be

* Not being a good sister

* Not being a good friend that you want me to be

*I am sorry if I make you hate me

* I am sorry if i didnt forgive what you have done to me

* I am sorry if I was being a nuiscance

*I am sorry if i were being a backstabber , idiot and even more.

I don't know what to say anymore because i guess with my memory failing I can't remember anything more but if you remember what i did to you please forgive me and i am really sorry!!!

I can't really say 2009 is a really good year for me but I hope that 2010 will top 2009! Some people say that 2009 is awesome but to me is a year of roller coaster but I can't deny that 2009 actually top 2008 because in the year of 2008 alot of things happen and things changed and people are diffrent soI guess this is what I have to say and I wish everybody HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!あけましておめでとうございます