Updates!!

Hey peeps!! i have been busy with a lot of things althought its school hols now but i am still busy for my own stuff and preparing for my vacation with my family this weekend!! Shhhhh!! i am not telling you where i am going but you will see it soon with all the pictures when i am updating my blog over there. So i have lots of good goodies from my mummy since she went to Japan for a company trip a week ago and europe 2 weeks ago but i have not taken any photos of what she bought for me from Europe yet but i will sure do! And Hanie all the stuff are here already but i am not sure whether is it the rite one that you want!! I also went for a 6B Lai Meng 2007 Alumni gathering last Saturday but not many people turn up but still i kinda enjoyed it though!! So last friday was the last day of school but i wasnt excited at all nor sad but yeah kinda happy since school's out!!! So now let the pictures do the talking and i have been cooking and baking these few days but there were no pix on it so too bad i also did myself my own nail art i know i am not pro but then at least i did something that i like and i did it myself and i love it so much!!

Here are the pix peeps!! have fun!!

The sweets which is really colourful but sweet!!

all the sweet stuff that mummy bought!!

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things are changing , we are far apart!

Seriously things are changing and we are way far apart.
This few days i didn't really enjoy school cause things just keep changing, friendship are getting far apart, backstabbing people, world of boredom and another thing is cause of the concert!
Let me list the down the things that has changed without her knowing and him knowing. I don't want to tell you they are cause i know they will know who they are and i am sure they will not feel bad after reading my post that i is posted up here so i guess i can start with my heavy heart now which is killing me deep down inside.
Okay, situations are now plainly getting worst and people are turning blind i guess. She and him are plainly acting stupid and thought that no one will know but too bad its just wayyyy obvious and she started change and she start backstabbing people to another girl. ( i dont mean to use the word backstabbing but its the only word i can use to describe.) We use to be twins we know each other alot althought we just met this year but when he came into the picture i already knew that things changed but she kept saying no but i do realise it cause its just right infront of me if i couldnt see it i guess i am blind and i am just acting stupid. I dont bother doing anything cause i know whatever i do is wrong at your point of view and you wont bother about what i say so i guess i better shut up and leave u alone i dont think i deserve to be your twin and stick with you anymore, i feel terrible and its slowly killing me. I got no one to pour all this out except my blog, i know you read it and u will get mad at me but its the only way i can get this out myself and realise that we are never meant to be together as a twin. I know i am a little harsh but i guess its the only way that i can leave you alone without me interrupting you and him and her so i guess i will be alone without sulking but enjoying my time in some other way. I know we have spent lots of time laughing for no reason and doing stupid stuff and thats the way we act but i guess now everything changed and all these will not happen again.
Okay lets forget about all the above and we shall talk about something else. Lets talk about the concert that is coming up! The concert its like just next week so everybody is busy practising. Our bhangra we have not been that serious in practising since a few days ago cause we know all the steps and we are confident enough to stand on stage and do it so lets do it people!! the scottish dance was nice very entertaining and other performances were nice too but i guess we shall wait till the cincert day and we will see full show!!!

I am going for the reunion on the 22nd but i guess it will be my last day of having stupid actions and laughing for no reason for the year. I guess today will be my last post talking about all these things and i hope i can put all these a side if i have the courage cause both are my friends which i cannot let down either one but i guess i will have too. Friends also have their boundries not just the lovey dovey thing so NATALIE stay positive and plan ahead and have fun!!!!

Compile everything from last week till now!!

Hey everybody!
Okay lets start !
Okay, last Friday me, Hanie ,Jessie and Zhen when to TS cause me and hanie got a free ticket for movies at GSC! thx GSC! but to bad the ticket can only use for movies which are 2 weeks after showing so we couldnt use it because the movie we watch "the time travellers wife" just got into the cinemas on the 29th October which we went on the 30th! we walked there and we changed i bought alot of stuff but then not the others i felt left out!!! i bought 4 cd's ,some stuff from a drugstore or u so called 'make-up store'. the movie was kinda boring cause most of the scences are kinda oppscence its alot of kissing scences and miscarriages. After that, we walked around and we went to Baskin Robbins!!!

We took the train back we got lost at the middle of no where but at last we got home! we were so happy and we felt relieved!!

Last Saturday i went back to my primary school because they were having their 80th anniversary so i went back and it got some pictures and i also catched up with some friends too. First i went there i thought i was the only one there so i called my friend Jie Fei i saw her waving at me from far so i walked up to her but in the end i walked back alone cause i thought i didnt want to interrupt her with her friends but went i was back there i saw Li ling, Xiang Yi, Qayyim, and Hans!! The first one i talked to was Hans because he started the conversation so we were walking and we saw our form teacher!! so we took a picture with her and then i ended up walking around with Peiching then i saw Mei Gan. Before i left i took a picture with Hans and Qayyim which me and Hans didnt want Qayyim to be in the picture! Wen i was there i saw everyone i was i am so small and everyone is so big!!! i need to grow taller!!!

Okay, now i think i shall talk about my tap exam. My tap exam wasnt that bad after all i got all my steps right but not the free rythm i got a little mistake there!! but i hope i can get a 'B' this time!! the examiner smiles 24/7 i think its a little scary but she is friendly!!

Okay lets talk about this week stuff since today is already Thursday! On Monday, I went to school i practice the bhangra dance and all but school was boring!! So the next day i got a little tummy ache and i didnt want to go to school so i skipped school that day the attendance wanst that great either! Then on wednesday i just realize i needed a punjabi suit and all the accesories by thid friday so i borrowed it from Pn.kasthuri and i got it today! She even gave me the bangles as a gift and the punjabi suit she havent wor it before and she lend it to me! she is so nice! thx pn.kasthuri!! I even chatted with hans for nearly and hour yesterday and the day before and i got some shocking news which i didnt realise it when i was in standard 6. but anyway we had a fun time chatting with each other!

Oh ya, one last thing is the reunion for class 2007(6B)at Pavillion on the 22nd of november . if u are turning up pls contact ZAinab!! and pls pass this message around!!

Birthday was 2 days ago on da 22-10-2009

My birthday was 2 days ago! I got plenty of birthday wishes!! I am going out to celebrate my bday and hanie's one on da 30th of October because my bday was da exam week thats why!

I love those who wished me happi bday! I love u guys!!
will post more later!

BIRTHDAY IS JUST TOMORROW!!

YAY! Finally after a long wait and tomorrow is officially my birthday!! Yay!!! i just cant wait!!! And i will be celebrating 8 days later and hanie will be celebrating 1 day earlier and we are going times square to celebrate!! yay! but one thing that is sad is i have exam tomorrow!!

my new blog and finals are here!

Hey ! this is my new blog!

Finals are here and its till next week and after the finals i will have my Tap exam and then me hanie and jessie and HER is going out! YEH! babe! woo hoo!

Now i need to stuck everything into my brain and then after that i need to remove brain space!! haha! i mean brain GB!!

-ciao-

Changing blogskins

Hey! i am back here again!
I am changing my blogskins and adding stuff in it! it seems kinda boring it has been a long time that i have stuck with this skin getting bored off it!
Pop by later and see what did i do to my blog!
-Ciao-

Hey peeps!!

Hey peeps! I am finally back after so long!! What have i been up too? thats what people always ask me these days because i have not been blogging for quite a while!!=)

I have been editing photos doing some of my portfolios , practising my tap dance moves because i will have a tap exam on the 29th of October and studying for the FINALS!!! and its from 20th-27 of October! and also planning on my birthday, what shall i do?? I cant celebrate my birhtday on the actual day due to the finals but i will celebrate it with hanie and jessie after the finals and of course with my two besties as well and that is SUYESHA and CARMEN =) <3 luv them lots!!!

And now i will have to stuck and cram all of the information from the book to my brain!! Arghhhhhh!!! And now Peter came out with a brilliant idea and that is having special remedial class on the holidays if the teacher thinks u are weak and if u fail a subject how stupid!! And i wont forget to wish the PMR and the form 4 students good luck!! and also the top3 ASQ winners who is gonna represent our country in the TVB8 international singing competition in Hong Kong tonight(11/10/2009)!! GO KAH FAI!!!! Gambateh!!!!

And also wishing everyone the best of luck in everything!!! and i made a little bookmark for fat so hopes the fat likes it and now i am starting to get pissed off with the lost sheep who doesnt wants to come bac to the barn but stucking with the little princess all the time!!! not that i like the lost sheep but if the lost sheep still stuck with the little princess it will for sure get in trouble!!!

*WARNING!!!! lost sheep get back in to the barn!!!

I guess the decision has been made =)

Okay... I somehow felt that someone has already made the decision. I don't know why i feel that way but i think its just how life goes especially in secondary school years. tee hee ^^

and after all the things i have been doing throught the 2 weeks i think i am getting down with a cough and flu but not H1N1 don't get worried HAHA!! Okay get back to the main subject, i was kinda happy when they annouce the shortlisted people to run for the post of Shool Captain of 2009/2010. They are : Clament Tay, Yong Phei Ee, Adeshavar and Kar Weng. I guess this will be the best choice cause others just i dont know but they are the good ones i guess! After that, we got a new duty schedule so there's only 2-3 places that i dont feel like dutying there but luck just fail me i got Mini Court, that place is just a disaster for me! And no choice gotta bare with it.

Past few days, i was kinda paying attention of that persons MSN message cause its really kinda click with what i am thinking. Now, the message is THANK YOU=) so i guess the decisions has been made after brain storming all the things has been happening this while. But i guess that girl who is going against the same person so i think the decision is just her!!

I am still an idiot!

Okay, after a few days of thinking about everything that has been done, i think i am still an idiot. I don't know why but i feel weird cause things around me are changing or rather moving really fast than normal, too me! I don't know why i tend to avoid certain topics when people starts talking about crushes, liking and even more i would just walk away or even talk about something else. I just love or like to browse thru shemale or i dont know's facebook cause i just tend to do it and i act weird really weird. My feelings are really confusing nowadays and after reading his msn messagers i tend think about it or i feel really curious after reading them but i tried to tell myself not to think about it cause friends around me are telling me not to fall into this but its feelings i cant really do a thing about it rite? so i think i am still an idiot and i have not realise anything about this yet , i guess.

-love ya-
-nat-

I am an idiot!

As some may have notice that i am now always getting pissed very easily and blushing really often these days especially those who are really close to me or my blog readers and my plurkers. I don't like to share my feelings on facebook cause i just don't like too , i feel wrong after posting there somehow.

I just love too write down or spill my feelings out of myself here cause i think or i may feel this blog is a part of my life now so i just love to write it down or note it down here.

These days, i love too say these few words if you do realise
"i don't know la!"
"Don't ask me!"
"yea, right!"
"I am gonna break down in a while."

These few words i uses it really often. I use it cause not that i dont know the answer or i am stress out but i just have no idea where my fellings or where i should place myself today or right now or even i was just flustered or perplexed or indignant or SOMETHING. I was just confused. When I talked to people, I just kept saying I don't know over and over again.

Now, i could place myself here is because i think this is the right time to just not this down that i am an idiot or maybe cause he just doesnt know i am having a blog or even he is now busy or he doesnt sign in or log on to the computer.

Two to three weeks ago, i did something really stupid and unexpectedly but i am not gonna say it here cause its stupid. And we were just mutual friends or even a s and j relationship or even just a school mate. I seriously didnt expect myself to be an idiot seriously idiotic idiot.

Anyway,

It took me a while to digest what people had commented about or i can say i took me a while to find a name to name this as now i found i would call this "HAPPYDY-SADNESS" Okay i know this sound really really wrong but this is the only word i can find now, at least so!

When u see a guy , as a girl u oftenly smile and walk down the street happily or u can act shy and walk off. Thats what girls normally do.

But, i have never known that feelings before can ended up being so confused . Like a LAMB. LAMB! you know what is LAMB??

Today, there's something happen but i don't know what is it like to explain it but i guess its just some kind of feelings. If you wanna know more jjust drop by here more often or even msn with me or even email me! if my email doesnt hate you! HAHA!!

bye!!

What a long post!!

Hey everyone! I am bac again!! I hurt myself again! DOOM! The first time i hurt myself by knocking somewhere and i don't even know when is it and this time i slept nearly 15 hours and i sprain my neck! How stupid! now it still hurts but not that bad anymore its movable now at least so! and i was very tired during the weekend cause my normal busy schedule! I go for dance classes and i go out with my friends and all. I also was busy doing some exercise during the weekend. I will be doing it again this whole week just to loosen up my musles that was so thighly put together during the school days!-laughing alone- and now i still writing my story and hope to get published by percetakan cahaya. HOPE!! Pray hard!! and i am still working on my accounts to buy a camera a SONY skinny -T that might cause RM600++. and i am also currently working on my camera phone 3.2 megapixel camera to work on my photoshooting skills. I think it might be good this time and my current account is only left with RM450++ need to work on more!! and i bought a new nail colour again, a new drama blue!!! i luv it so muuch!! its so dramatic its so cool and cute!!-HAHA!-I also need to study during the one weel holiday but i might be going out on thursday!! YES!! with JO LENG!! my best cousie!!! CAN'T wait!!!

everything in 1!

A really long post today. Okay, i am a little nowadays, dont feel like updating but i want people to keep updated so i will still update it every now and then. Okay last friday was feast day, there were lots of performances and there were public speaking speeches and all. After feast day, there was prefect social gathering. I was kind of casualy dressed. i wore a black-purple dress and a white flats. So casual. and the feast day performance was wayyyyy better than the CNY one, for sure!!! i really like this one better than the CNY one!!! Peppermints performance was great, congrats!!! it turn up perfectly fine and sis's performance was not bad didnt expect it would be that great!!! haha!!

Okay, and on saturday i went back to school to do my duty cause last saturday was SMSM's entrance exam day so i needed to go back. I was kinda bored but because of Zhen ni and Melissa they brighten up my day as well as PEPPERMINT!! so after all the pain and tireness i gone thru now i perfectly fine.

Now, i just need to finish my geography project and pass it up the week after next. Okay now i gotta go , need to pack up and get ready for school.

I am finally back!!

Hey peeps, i took me kinda long time to drop by to post again. WHY? i was really busy lately and lazy. I got lots work and results bad so need to study alot but still can stay alive till now la. 2 to 3 weeks ago i went for the ASQ 2009 FINALE who i won tickets from astro life, thx astro!! I was kinda happy cos i really wanna go support kah fai alot and mummy went with me! there's some new teachers around and pn jaya left, obviously! I misses her so much!! CIk ain also! Why are all the good teachers all leaving?? I guess they got higher pay?? And also canteen day was a week ago, was kinda boring for me but ok la. i skipped the dunkin booth due to i hurt my back two days before and while i wanna sell the coupons miss sushila said buisness down so no need to do and i went to do henna art and nail art but the nail art i didnt really like it so i came home and took it off and put my own colour and stuff on it la! I was kinda dropped out from my blogging nowadays but i will still come by if i could la! and i was looking thru the percetakan cahaya and halo forest and mainstream music stuff just to get some info for some personal reason and nowadays peeps beside me are all falling in love !! WHY?? i am still curious!!

Today!! got friday mass so got extended lunch! I wanted to AP but then "NGAM NGAM" i go see ms vijaya that time Des saw me so she ask me where i duty so i told her canteen and she said no need to got there la got to the shalom room to take care the shoes make sure that no one takes the shoes. WHO WILL BE SO STUPID TO STEAL SHOES!! So i was kinda happy la cos cute jie jie was there so got teman la. And i got alot of new songs from her too!! THX cute jie jie!!! Announcemence this week was totally better than the first few times kinda satisfite with this time but i think can improve more!! and next week gotta go back to school to jaga ppl cause the form 1 entrance exam are coming!!!

PICTURE TIME!!

I am Bac!!

After such a long time, i am finally here!! Its really long time i didnt not blog cause due to i am busy. I got lots of stress, burden and i have no time!! i don't know why i am full of stress but i guess there will have a reason for it!! Okay , lets talk about Saturday!! Saturday, wat a busy day!!I woke up early in the morning, and clean up myself and then i went for dance lessons as usual and then went for lunch and then went back for tap lessons, tap lessons was fine until the last part i mixed up some steps^^ sorry miss SONIA!! dont mean it!!! then went home play wif comp then went off for dinner and i cutt my hair cause Mrs.Kang said it ws too long, now i cut it , it looks fine to me but ppl start laughing at it espiecally the FORM 1!!!And sunday, went to church and bible study then picked up Jessie from her home then head off to TIMES SQUARE!!! then shop around bought new face wash and nail stuff again!! then bought MC DONALDS then head off to cinema to catch HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE. then ditch to BORDERS to get a gift fot frens but no time so we just DITCH OFF and hop on car and send jess home then went home!!! TODAY!! I cut my hair on saturday as i meantion then people said it was okay but then some people were laughing but i am okay got used to it so bare with it, then puan JAya said today is her last class with us, we have not took a picture yet but we will and i am making a card for her to make her RMB ME,JESSIE and HANIE!!!! anyway best wishes to her!!! NOW lets let the pics do the talk:

28 of June- a day out with Carmen, Jessie, Hanie and Suyesha.

Early in the morning, i woke up . we didnt go church that Sunday cause we are rushing against time. I clean up and i rush up to the kitcheen and then i took my bfast then i straight away followed my parents to Jusco to grab our weekly groceries then went home and doll up myself then went out, reached the car park got a call from carmen and we walked and we went to collect tickets the movie ticket TERMINATOR SALVATION!!! then after collecting we went to buy starbucks then met up wif jess and hanie then went in to the cinema, after the that we went to KINOKUNIYA nut 3 of us didnt see a thing so i gave jess a call and said that we walk around then after we meet each other after that we bought sushi king, then after that we just bought a bottle a NIKE bottle each then we went off!! But it was really enjoyable.!!

Manga for sale!! RM170 FOR 6 BOOKS!!! OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!

My friend is selling her manga OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!! for RM170!!! she dont have books six but she got 1-7!!! Contact me if you want to buy it, email me at nataliecxc2210@gmail.com, chanxinci@yahoo.com.sg or leave a comment here!!!

wat i have just edited!

i post card (so called) that i edited myself!


i was bored thats why, i just took up a photo and edited it!

What a Friday!!

Yesterday, it was a school day , a kumon day and a transformers day!! Why? School day is a day where i have to go to school like any other day. Kumon day is where i go for kumon all the way in Kepong where i hate it, and transformers day is were me , my sis, dad and mum go to watch a movie called transformers 2 the revenge of the fallen at TGV KLCC ystd night at 11:20pm. The movie was great school wasn't anything special but fine and tiring and i was sad i did not get to see someone.

Lets get back to the movie!! The movie was awesome!!! The main character was really cute and hot!! Megan Fox, i as a girl think she is hot, so wat da ya think abt the guys opinion!!? Shia LaBeouf was cute enough. I though he was a annoying lil' kid when he was havin a role in the series call the even stevens but now he is diifrent he has all grown up not like the past!! Magan Fox i have nothing better to say!! trust me watch the movie and you 'll fall in love with the movie and the characters!!


Bumble Bee!


Megan Fox and Shia LaBeouf.


Again!!



The past!!



NOW!!


Megan Fox.

MJ's children.

Michael Jackson's children names are called as Prince Jackson 1, Paris Jackson and Prince Jackson 2. They loss they dad just a few days ago and they really have too take up pressure that their dads sudden death and i am sure MJ will have the best for the children and the sing heal the world and you are not alone will go thru this tough time with them. I really love and miss MJ!!